(Old post from 2018 )

Intentions going into my meditation

Dissolve the ego

Put compassion & wisdom in the heart of my being

I'll be combining this is Vippassana Meditation and seeing where its takes me . I know i'm not supposed to mix this technique with anything. But why?

I' was told not to take what anyone says as truth unless I;ve experienced it myself . So let me experience for myself what the effects of this are

I'll be doing a trial period with binural beats as well and seeing where that takes me .

But first Vipassana Meditation effects first .

Then Binural beats

Approach this like a scientist

We have a control , manipulated , and variable .

In we go .

Respect what vipassana teaches you . I understand now. The law of thangma .

thank you buddha :)

life will give you it's insights when you are ready. There is no rush, it won't come any faster. It won't come any slower. Just at the right pace. Be present , enjoy where the present is taking you. Teaching you. Every moment becomes the teacher.

I understand Vipassana from one aspect now. Mine one of many . All of the same picture , from different angles .

The one that I give? The artist. One that truly resonates with me not from an egotistical point of view but as a humble one . A very humble one. I merely serve as the bridge from one world to another .

Another thought chain, these realizations about myself that I'm coming to. are through the use of LSD, I'm aware that i'm using an external substance to come to internal realiations. This will cause a craving if i'm not careful. As for aversion , the mental affects of it afterwards? I'm still documenting .

Ego's now dissolving , interesting. I'm fully aware that there is no
SELF. through my own self realizastion. spelling is awful but thats okay.