I have a big chunk of free time coming up soon. I want to spend it really clarifying the things I want in my life. I haven’t really taken any time to do things like this in a while . Not since the Tony Robbins seminar I went to during the seminar. Honestly I had unrealistic expectations of the seminar. I thought my life would take a complete 180 after going but something else happened during that time. It made me take a small shift towards a positive direction. Ever since then my life is dramatically improved in just my overall well-being and I’m so grateful.
What do I want to get out of life?
So my plan is to take 3 days at a cabin in the woods and do some HARD work to define my goals and the things I want out of life. I’m going to prepare a list of things to work on and bring some things to help me relax too. The purpose of this trip will be to really give myself clarity on the things I want out of life, where I want to go , and my goals. I’ll be bringing a couple books to help me with this as well as some music too. I don’t want to bring any distractions with me though. I want to be focused on the goal and purpose of the trip. This journal entry will help me with that. One of the reasons why I’m doing this is because I’ve kinda just been bumbling through life and always reacting to things as they come. I’m really tired of that I want to take more control and ownership for what happens in my life. Create the life I’ve always wanted and do the things I’ve always dreamed about. I don’t know what happened to me where I just let people tell me how to live my life , or let society dictate what I should do. I don;t want to be lazy and let others think for me. I have so many dreams and visions that I want to breath life into. Doing that starts with me writing down everything that I want for myself. It starts with me , my internal world.
Subconscious reprogramming
Another reason why I’m taking this trip to the middle of nowhere and doing this is to work from the inside out to change my life. I “say” I want a lot of things but I really make no effort to work towards those goals at times. Some I do , others I don’t. It makes me think whether some of the goals I have are even mine in the first place? I don’t know the answer to those questions yet but that’s what I want to spend time to work on.
One thing that has always scared me about growing up is for a large majority of my life. I;ve been surrounded by a lot of adults (not all :) )that seem to not be happy. That seem to have lost hope in their dreams. That’s a scary thing. It always made me fear growing up. It always made me fear that If I became an “adult” I would be like that too. What I realized though is that my life doesn’t have to be like that when I grow up. I have the power to make that change. I have the power to create a life that I’m proud and happy to wake up everyday . I have the power to create a huge change and impact people’s lives in a better way. I have that power to do anything I want . I have the power to create whatever I want. I have the power to change peoples lives. That is something that is very possible for me. I already have it, It’s just a matter of time. It’s just a matter of time….
Life is a beautiful journey
Recently I’ve been feeling more connected , to what ? I can’t really explain. But It’s a feeling of peace and guidance that I feel. Through my own work and through my own power I’m learning to take control of my own life. I’m slowly stopping blaming others for things that happen to me. I’m beginning to see that the things that are happening to me are a result of my own actions. I see now that the things that I judge in others are actually a reflection of me . I see now that gratitude helps shift me out of a lot of negative moods and emotions. I see that life is a grand journey of self creation and incredible potential and opportunities to create a greater and deeper love for oneself. Anyways I gotta sleep and meditate soon. Good night .
Stay Humble, Stay Blessed.